WHAT I EAT IN A DAY, life updates, new house renovations + spring family photos!

From the moment I found out I was pregnant the second time I had a strange gut feeling that I would never meet that baby. I never had any symptoms of miscarriage and had a totally healthy first pregnancy with my almost 2yo son so everyone in my life told me it was just anxiety...but I just knew. I so relate to the feeling sad during pregnancy and I do think my body knew something was wrong. One month ago I found out my baby had stopped growing at 9 weeks, but I didn't find out until I was 15 weeks at my first ultrasound. I feel like I am still in the trenches of grief right now but am so grateful for you talking about your experience. Also to see how your faith hasn't wavered even admist your pain is so inspiring. 💗

Thank you so much for the super long video! I just wanted to tell you that I’ve been watching you for over 10 years and your videos are so comforting to me and I truly love all of your content. I love your routines, seeing what you eat, and I’d love to see more of what Logan eats and more of his routines. My son is 19 months old so I’m always looking for new ideas. Also, your family photos were truly so beautiful! You can truly see the love in those photos ❤

Really enjoyed this whole video. Thank you. Nikki, I've had 30 surgeries in the last 12 years due to side effects from taking a Fluoroquinolone antibiotic called Cipro. The FDA has updated the warnings for these medications now and the spontaneous tendon and ligament ruptures I've experienced are now listed in the warning. I just try to tell people when I get a chance so they can look up the FDA warnings for their medications before taking them. Big hugs girl. Praying your knee heals completely.

I would constantly check to see if you had uploaded a video😀sooo happy to see that you did! I love your videos!

The whole reality thing - yes! The disassociation is real. I feel the same way and it’s totally the brain trying to protect you. I’ve been trying to be purposeful about being present and work on grounding. Praying for your family and hoping you can find peace in all of this. ❤

Alsoooo your photos are so precious 🥰

I just lost my mom (who was my best friend) in November to Alzheimer’s. You’re right, it is such a weird feeling. I go to call her and ask how she made a certain recipe or something like that and remember she’s not there. 💔 She only lived a few months after we figured out she had Alzheimer’s. One day she just didn’t know where her bedroom was then a month later she didn’t even know me and three months later we lost her, so it was almost like it wasn’t even her at the end which is a whole different grieving process. It was like I had already grieved for her when she was alive because I couldn’t talk to her like I always did every day. Sorry that was so long. Glad we have the hope of seeing our loved ones again though! ❤ Love all of your videos, and can’t wait for the course/cookbook!!!

Hi Nikki! I’ve watched you probably from that first video you ever posted. I have to say I have noticed that you try to make light of difficult things you go through. Especially when you talk about your chronic pain you will say things like, “I’m being so dramatic” or something like that. I always think. Oh, Nikki, you aren’t being dramatic. It’s ok to talk about your pain and to feel sad about it. Your feelings are valid and no matter how much more difficult someone else may have it your pain is real. This comment may seem strange to you because I’ve watched you for 10 plus years but you don’t know me. Haha. But I want you to know it’s ok to feel however you are feeling. You have a right to feel your feelings, and those who know you and love you will never judge you for that. Including long time viewers like myself. 🥰💗

Great upload as always, Queen!

The photos oh my gosh 🥹🥹🥹

Hey Nikki 💖💕💕 I love these videos! Love to see what you and your family have been up to. Also, all this food is making me want your cookbook even more lol :) I'll be trying more of your recipes soon tysm for your inspiration :) I hope you and your family have a blessed Easter 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Nikki have you ever made seitan from sourdough? :) I bet that would be so tasty

Hi Nikki, love the cookbook idea, congratulations 🎉. I would love to fill out the Google questionnaire, but I don't see the link 😢

I was watching your video and saw Casey—almost didn’t recognize him. I still remember him being a little kid. Man, time is flying lol.

I really admire how openly and vulnerably you share even about the hard things. You have always highlighted the hope you have amidst whatever you share and I am so thankful to hear the ways God has held you through it all. It’s always a gift to hear what you have to say 🤩

Nice video

Did I miss the link for the Google survey you mentioned? I'm happy to give feedback as you're creating these projects. If you simply changed your mind though I understand. Thanks for your content!

They still make wooden playgrounds?! My favorite childhood playground was called Log City and it was the coolest most dangerous playground ever! Lol! The slides were metal and burned the crap out of your skin, but it was still the best! Haha! I miss it so much!

Hi I love you and like listening to your thoughts. Really inspired by your journey as the Lord is taking me on a similar one. It seems like he used you getting cancelled to swoop you and your family into a new and beautiful way of life. Thank you for continuing to be brave and share your life despite all of the criticism and hate. Excited about your cook book and can’t wait to get a copy ❤️

I’m so so excited for your cookbook! Everything that I made that has been from you has been super yummy! I’m actually making bagels right now for breakfast sandwiches for my family! It’s totally changed my life! ❤