the first time we talked

It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

POV: They never realized how much you loved them.

I saw him 4 years ago, he loved me and I him but after 2 years he got married, I was broken, down. After he got married. he still loved me. we wrote together. My parents found out and I was never allowed to see him again. Now it's been a year and I haven't seen him. I still love him, I still hear his voices, I still smell his smell, I still see him, his smile, his eyes but he is not with me. But one thing I know I will see him one day and until then I will wait for him no matter how long. he disappeared, I can't find him and I disappeared. I hope he is doing well and that he is happy. I don't want to but I have to go.

...and knowing she is happy without me makes me happy and sad at the same time...

he's like a black forest surrounded by fog. cold and scary yet very lovely.

I like her but i thought she didnt like me, until today in choir she moved to sit by me i did a solo in karaoke and she held my hand and said “you got this”after i was done singing she said “that was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever heard” i said “look, i hope this doesn’t ruin our friendship, but i like you alot you are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid eyes on” she said “thanks, i like you too” were now dating, im so happy, i thought i was ugly and i had anxiety but thanks to her i feel less anxious, do you guys think i did a good job

I wish I had a person to associate this playlist with. I used to have one, all those pointless crushes and secret obsessions I had filled my mind with during the most late hours.These playlists reminded me of those people.But now I have no crush,no one to create fake scenarios with,and it's heartbreaking.

I still remember and I will never forget the first time you looked into my eyes with admiration .. This will never happen again

Time never stops for us, we must let go

i started talking to her online late last year, we knew each other before but never really spoke. we started talking everyday, all day, whether we was laughing, or talking about our problems, i felt at home with her no matter what. we flirted from time to time and i ended up falling for her, she made me smile when no one else could and that beautiful personality of hers just made me fall head over heels, i would get butterflies every time she would message me back. i’d love to call her mine. but the thing is, she doesn’t know and i’m scared to tell her. i don’t think i ever will. if the 1% chance she sees this, i love you kira, i think i always will my love.

The first time we talked was magical. It kinda felt like that one scene in miraculous where he hands her the umbrella. It was a rainy day and no one was prepared but me. I saw this kid who tripped in the rain so I went and helped him up. I offered him my umbrella since I had a spare one and ran off to my next class. The same day I saw him sitting alone at lunch so I went and talked to him. He’s been my best friend for 5 years and idk how to tell him.

I was only 17 when i saw him, we fall immediately in love I loved everything about him (eyes. Eyebrows. Cheek . Cheek bones. Nick. Shoulders. His smile. His teeth. Hands. Vines....) We pass 5 years together in long distance relationships sharing everything every day every houre every minute then we separate . Now im almost 27 steel with my self cause i can love no one the way i loved him and even after he get married I love him with all the emotions of adoration that exist in the word. I wish he's happy and living a loving life with the person he's chose.

0:01 (This is the song I always play that gives me the same feeling when I'm with him) He's like a sunset to me. I wouldn't say I like the sunset. I never knew that I'd describe him that way. I like describing the sunset to him because of how he made me feel. The warmth inside, the tingling sensation I experience with him, and the comfort he gives me. For me, that's how sunset feels like. Gosh, I hope I can hug him, and cuddle with him all day. I like him so much. I wish I could caress his hair and lie down with him, tell him how beautiful he is, wrap my arms around his neck, and hear his heartbeats the same as mine. I wish I could tell him all this...

This playlist made me realize the feeling of true love. . . . that wasn't meant to be.

It’s been 6 years. 6 yrs that I have actually had a conversation with him. He definitely doesn’t remember me but oh, do I remember him. His smile he’d make fake or real. The laugh that was and still is my favorite sound. Just the way he’d light up a room and no one seemed to appreciate it like I would. I hope he knows that someone out there still loves him. Me. He saved me honestly. I remember first talking to him. Actually talking to him. I honestly don’t know if it was one sided feelings. I don’t even think he liked me. But he made me want to live. He made me look forward to go to school. Nothing has felt the same after him. In a room filled with every single person I’d ever met. I’d go running to him. In a heart beat. Just to see him smile at me one more time. Do you think maybe, just maybe..I’d find him again?

he wasnt my lover but he was my best friend. i met him two years ago in august of 2021 and ill cherish it forever because he was my light. he was my flashlight when i alone and in the dark. he was there for me when no one else was, he called my name in the halls when no one else did, when i cried he comforted me, when i asked him about my relationship he told me the truth. he genuinely made me laugh and realize life is too short to be boring, care what other people think, do what other people want. he taught me that if i wanted something i should go for it with no regrets because life is too short not to get what u want. he was like that in a way. he didnt care what people thought of him. he was always carefree. he never worried about what the next day brought because he was confident enough to know he could handle it head on. i think thats what ultimately led him to what killed him. in may of 2023 he was murdered because he was too careless to care what the store owner was going through that day. my best friend apparently was the thug that broke the straw on the camels back for the store owner. but in my eyes he was just a boy who was lost and needed someone. and i wasnt there because we drifted apart before that. we talked but it wasnt as much. ill always cherish him in my heart tho because i know he was sweet. i knew the real him. the wounds he went through and thought throughout the day. i knew under the facade he was just a little boy who needed a little more love. and i feel guilty everyday for not being able to give enough to him because i had plenty. i loved him like a brother and he was my rock. not a day goes by where he doesnt cross my mind. i dont live my life for other but i live my life how i want. because i know thats what he wouldve wanted. he wouldnt want me to hold myself back, not take risks and be shy. so hes is my inspiration to keep going. for him. for my best friend, for someones son, for someones brother, for someones grandson, for someones cousin, for someones boyfriend, for someones first love, for someones student. for cyrus. i keep going. keep smiling in heaven for me because it was contagious. and i know it is up there too. ❤️

I love this comment section. He got me out of depression, what else can I say? His dumb jokes, his manly manners, his childish acts , his voice, his laughter, anddd his blue eyes. we were so close and so far at the same time, our energy made everyone ship us 🥹, he used to make me laugh at my worst times but he went silent one day (if only i knew why) and i could never break it again until now, seeing him with others everyday hurts alot. 💔

The first time we talked was in 9th grade. She happened to come to my first period of the day, to drop off some home-baked bread for my Spanish teacher. I remember her smile, her laugh, and her infectious ability to make me smile and laugh back. It’s been 14 years since then. I’ve been lucky to have made many new memories with her over the years, but only as friends. I’ve loved her since that day in front of my Spanish class; and although it was never reciprocated, I’ll always cherish each and every conversation I’ve had with her over the years, from the bad ones to the great ones. I’ll always love you, Claire. And I’ll always be waiting for you.

I lost my cousin six days ago in italy. He was just 23. Trust me guys the pain of lost someone who u love is give much more pain than love pain. So just live your life with ur family and real friends and keep going. They don't worth for be sad who u love..

This comment section is so full of love , light, past experiences and hope; to find someone. Reading each comment made me think there's love in utterly everything you just have to wait for it to reach so writing this comment and will come back when I'll find the ONE!