escape reality with this playlist | late night vibe songs

i dont wanna grow up

i love how this comment section feels so safe

Im scared to grow older, but im scared to stay younger. Im scared to die, but im scared to live. Im scared to be alone, but im scared of other people. Im scared of the future, but im scared of the present. Only very few things help me through my fears, being which; music, my cat sooty, my friends, and my family. They are my escapes, and I am so truely grateful for them all.

hey, if your reading this, remember your not alone, im proud of you and me that we are still fighting, life can be tough, but were tougher.

I know, life is hard, i wanna escape, but i cant leave you -a stranger in the internet that is your friend/bestfriend in the other universe

u know it's a good playlist when its start with apocalypse

if you're reading this, I love and appreciate you so much. I'm proud of you.

I hate school. It keeps draining out my joy in life. I can't even do something I like without feeling pressured by school.

Wake up its 2018 you just fell asleep outside silly

I turn 18 today. It's midnight as I write this, I have so many hours of this birthday left. I spent all of today thinking about a childhood friend whose birthday is a day before mine. We grew up together but this is the 2nd birthday we're spending apart. I never thought I'd turn 18 without them. I genuinely never thought this day would come full stop, I've tried to avoid it in so many ways, I'm in the hospital now because of that. I know I'll be lost in the hundreds of comments here but I wanted to write something, for whatever reason I'm too tired to pinpoint. Thanks for this playlist, it'll help me sleep, and escape this reality for a bit too, hopefully.

i wish i can have friends like the people in this comment section.

0:01 Apocalypse CAS 4:50 Gilded Lily Cults 8:21 Here With Me d4vd 12:24 Romantic Homicide d4vd 14:38 Jealous Eyedress 16:40 Heart to Heart Mac DeMarco 20:13 The Night We Met Lord Huron 23:40 Francis Forever Mitski 26:11 Young Vacations 29:20 Alien blues Vundabar 31:57 Here With Me d4vd 36:00 Francis Forever Mitski 38:30 The Night We Met Lord Huron 41:58 Romantic Homicide d4vd 44:10 Aliens Blues Vundabar 46:46 Gilded Lily Cults 50:19 Apocalypse CAS 55:09 Heart To Heart Mac DeMarco 58:41 Until I Find You Sanchez 1:01:38 Young Vacations 1:04:47 Lovers Rock TV Girl 1:08:21 Until I Find You Sanchez 1:11:19 Mind Over Matter Young The Giant 1:15:24 Lovers Rock TV Girl 1:18:58 Je Te Laisserais des Mots Patrick Watson 1:22:7 Ylang Ylang FKJ 1:26:10 Lights Are On Tom Rosenthal 1:30:00 The Night We Met Lord Huron 1:33:59 The Wisp Sing Winter Aid 1:39:48 Where’s My Love SYML 1:44:38 Apocalypse CAS 1:50:11 Screen Your Worry Tripple J 1:56:10 No surprises Radiohead 2:00:36 4th Of July Sufjan Stevens

hey stranger, you are not perfect- no one is. perfection is so quick to bore, embrace your flaws. i am really proud of you, and i know that you are strong enough, this phase will eventually end. and you're always allowed to be weak now, cry- if you want to. sometimes being selfish is not bad you can not go around and please others every time. don't blame yourself. don't wait for night to end and morning to come to enjoy yourself, embrace the night because in your lowest you get to know yourself. I AM ROOTING FOR YOU.

Timestamp :) 0:01 Apocalypse CAS 4:50 Gilded Lily Cults 8:21 Here With Me d4vd 12:24 Romantic Homicide d4vd 14:38 Jealous Eyedress 16:40 Heart to Heart Mac DeMarco 20:13 The Night We Met Lord Huron 23:40 Francis Forever Mitski 26:11 Young Vacations 29:20 Alien blues Vundabar 31:57 Here With Me d4vd 36:00 Francis Forever Mitski 38:30 The Night We Met Lord Huron 41:58 Romantic Homicide d4vd 44:10 Aliens Blues Vundabar 46:46 Gilded Lily Cults 50:19 Apocalypse CAS 55:09 Heart To Heart Mac DeMarco 58:41 Until I Find You Sanchez 1:01:38 Young Vacations 1:04:47 Lovers Rock TV Girl 1:08:21 Until I Find You Sanchez 1:11:19 Mind Over Matter Young The Giant 1:15:24 Lovers Rock TV Girl 1:18:58 Je Te Laisserais des Mots Patrick Watson 1:22:7 Ylang Ylang FKJ 1:26:10 Lights Are On Tom Rosenthal 1:30:00 The Night We Met Lord Huron 1:33:59 The Wisp Sing Winter Aid 1:39:48 Where’s My Love SYML 1:44:38 Apocalypse CAS 1:50:11 Screen Your Worry Tripple J 1:56:10 No surprises Radiohead 2:00:36 4th Of July Sufjan Stevens Don’t forget to drink and eat enough, say “I love you” to the people you love (to you as well,) breathe you’re okay, everything is going to be fine, I hope you found the peace that you needed :) have a great night/day. P.S: no need to overthink just try to choose what wont create any regrets in the future and make sure you’re safe okay. hug

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like it’s your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain : ( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. It's evening for you, you re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as vou can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :> (ps someone else has said this! i just wanted to spread the word, you are loved <3)

I'm tired of being a healer... I healed so many people in my life, I have no strenght or love for myself anymore. I'm scared 24/7 that I could have done something wrong that could have hurt someone. It feels like my life isn't mine anymore, but theirs. I'm a sort of servant.

This comment section is giving me so much comfort, it's healing.

My dear friend, I know that life can be tough at times. If you're struggling, please know that it's okay. I'm here for you and I truly understand what you're going through. I promise that you'll make it through and come out stronger on the other side. Please remember, you are loved so much and I'm incredibly proud of how far you've come. - A stranger on the internet.

life gets better. I'm 14 and I've gone through so much at only 13, but life does get better. I have gone through horrible eating disorders and sexual assault, but I'm still here and I've gotten through it. You can do it if I can, you can. I have grown so much with in 1 year trust me, its possible. I have learned much about myself since these hard times, I love science, the color pink, astronomy, and typology. I have learnt life is worth living and I'm happy to be a human and experience life, even the bad parts. Internalized homophobia I have had with myself went away, so trust me it does get better. We grow and learn all the time and life goes on through bad and good, but no matter what it's not worth leaving earth. I have no friends but i've found peace with life and myself. It gets better, I promise. (sorry for spelling errors it late and I'm dyslexic. :p)

God... I miss being a teenager so much, adult life sucks.