nothing but memories.

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In Germany we have a word Wehmut which describes a silent kind of pain when u think of the past times. It's like nostalgia, but sadder. Well while listening to that masterpiece I'm feeling just exact the same. Thanks!

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you adore 75. Finding a happy place. 76. Meeting internet friends irl. 77. Laughing so hard that you cry. 78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them. 79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies. 80. Warm showers. 81. Reading a life-changing book. 82. Getting lost in a library. 83. Inspiring someone. 84. Happy, cozy holidays. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.

If I could describe my mental state these past few days, reliving childhood memories in my head. Wishing I could go back. Nostalgia becoming ever more the norm before I go to bed. Wondering where all the time went, it would be this. "I'm in my house but I want to go home."

Some people might think this is silly or weird but, I take great comfort in this.Thanks

We were friends…now we are memories

Even my memories started to fade away..

If you’re reading my comment right now, it was meant for you. Yes, you! Don’t doubt it—just. You. Look up at the sky, moon or sun, I’ve looked at it too! We both are connected for this moment, we both look up and see the same sun, the same moon. I’m here with you, you aren’t alone, in this moment of reading the words I’ve left here—you’ll be thinking of me. I’m out there somewhere, right now, living my life, what am I doing? What am I doing at this moment? Can you picture it? And in another moment, I’ll be thinking of you, wondering how many eyes have read these words, maybe none, or maybe a thousand, even so—I’ll be wondering about it. And as I wonder who read my words I’ve left on this video, I’ll be thinking. And I’ll be thinking—of you.

this playlist makes me want to be all alone in a huge field of tall grass, not worrying about anything and being alone for once. I just wish there was a place in this world where there wasn't a road or any man-made objects, just nature and solitude

If you’re feeling suicidal, you’re not selfish, you’re not a terrible person. You’ve got this, you’re doing amazing no matter what happens. I’m sorry your life has gotten to such a low, you deserve nothing more than the best. Keep up the good work! And if at some point you may lose that battle, it’ll still be alright. I’m proud of you for being here as long as you can.

No pain, no depression, just peace. This perfectly still and quiet peace.

Look at you. You made it another day. It wasn't easy but you did it anyway didn't you? Life isn't always easy yet here you are triumphant. You are living. You are breathing. Today might not have been good but whats to say that is the case for tomorrow? Life is unpredictable. We don't know what will happen next. Everyday another challenge. Despite that, here you are. Made it another day. Be proud of yourself. Keep going. You made it this far. You are so much stronger than you think.

I’m only 19 yet my life is already filled with so much regret but also the burning desire to create change and change for the better, to chase my dreams and make my family proud, and another side of me is exhausted and constantly maintaining a wall of deception, lies, manipulation, and fakeness. At some point my subconscious and conscious mind will simultaneously decide which part of me will win. The dark side with nothing to look forward to or conquer in the future, or the bright successful side of me who finally got up and decided to make the choice to flip the switch and work towards the life I deserve. Only time shall tell.

This, for me, is the definition of the Portuguese word "saudade". To miss something, someone, some moment. A cold nostalgia that pierces your heart and leaves you empty handed. I listen to this everyday as to remind me to be a better version of myself. Thank you for sharing.

My life has been going to crap lately and finding this music has touched my soul tonight because I'm so unbelievably out of my mind and scared for these new changes in life....

The last thing I ever said to my best friend before she moved away and soon after passed away was, "I won't let you become a memory."

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

i needed something to just listen to and this is just perfect for thinking about everything or thinking about nothing at all

Reading these comments and the music playing at the same time has me in my feelings.😢 I'm so sorry y'all, better times are coming don't be too sad☺️💐

I can remember when I was 5yrs old and was at my grandmother’s house. Up in her kitchen had those box lights in the ceiling and light oak cabinets. I could remember her always giving me chocolate milk because that’s what I loved. We always had thanksgivings over at her place because it brand family together and other holidays etc. Now we don’t have that anymore. My family on both sides fight a lot even after the pandemic and it saddens me how so far apart they are even though we live close by. This playlist reminds me when friends were real friends and not some trash ass tik toker who doesn’t give a dam about someone else. This playlist reminds me of how simple time was back then. I miss barbecues at my uncles house and family get togethers. I now a days wouldn’t find that fun anymore because of everything else going on with the world. I hope you guys find peace in this darkened and damp world we live in. Peace ✌️ ❤