How I (actually) got HIV #storytime

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Here are the events that happened on the night of March 12th, 2019.

It has taken me this long to talk about what happened that night because I had not processed what actually happened. While I still stand by the majority of what I said in my first HIV video, this is the truth, my truth. Please have grace with me. Hopefully this can put an end to the mean “clickbait” comments. I wasn’t ready and now I am.

Also, I’d like to move on from that man and that night. Yes, bringing awareness is so important, however, my life is switching gears a bit. My relationship with Jesus has taken a priority in my life and I don’t feel speaking about another man brings glory to God.

My heart hurts for his family and loved ones, if you happen to watch this, I’m sorry if this video causes you pain. But I hope you know, you don’t have to make the same mistakes your father did, you have a Heavenly Father that loves you, that is watching over you and waiting for you to open your heart up to Him that He may guide you on the right path. You are NOT who you come from.


As always, I love you all and I thank you all for your love and generosity.

Never goes unnoticed, and my Father will be sure to bless you 10x fold what you give to me 💚

Rest in peace, Abuelita.

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コメント (21)
  • Bin living with HIV for 20yrs now. I'm a practicing medical doctor. I'm married. I hv 2 kids - a daughter & a son. Both my kids & my husband r negetv. I don't miss my treatments - 1 tablet every evening. My viral load is low, non detectable meaning transmission or infecting anyone is near impossible I hardly get ill, at most malaria once in 2-3 yrs wich I treat and in few days I'm good. I'v never bin admitted into d hospital except wen I delivered my chiren. I told my immediate younger brother wen I got diagnosed. My whole family is aware. I informed my husband evn b4 we got married. Life is good 😅 God is faithful. I gv God all d glory
  • @Lee-ei9ot
    My mother has been living with Hiv for over 20 years now. Shes living her lifr to the absolute fullest,shes is extremley healthy never misses her treatment wich is literaly one pill a day,shes hardly ill,barely gets the flu or ever a cold,shes honestly healthier than people who are not exposed to the illness,she is also non reactive meaning the virus is completely supressed from being consistent with treatment. She gives all the glory to God almighty.
  • This can happen to any of us so never feel horrible about yourself, you are amazing then and now...sending so much positivity.
  • @ACTHEMOGUL
    I’m glad you found peace and bravery to share and I’m sorry you endured such terrible acts.
  • You can’t consent to sex if you are intoxicated. This is sexual assault and battery.
  • There is so much to unpack. The moral of the story...care about yourself and care for yourself. She put her life in the hands of so many strangers. Be mindful ladies of what is going on around you. The goal is to make it home safely with no damage.
  • @kofofolo
    Thank you for being vulnerable with us. Your story will not go in vain. I am so so sorry you had to experience any of this.
  • @danielam9467
    Omg I am so sorry! I so glad you are ok, walking with Jesus!💘🙏
  • Amen. I have saved the video to show my daughters, they are 15 and 13 Kids need to be warned about these people out there..,I wish there was PREP for you to drink to protect you against the infection. I love you 😘
  • I am so proud of you my sister even though your stories broken my heart. I am proud of you for being strong and not broken
  • @Sis_Izzie
    I appreciate her story and all those who come on the internet to share. My mom have HIV when I was about 1 years old then became full blown and confess to me this when I was of age 9 years old. I didn't know how to process it and I lost focus in school. I loss so much focus on school that I was taken from general education to special education. I completely shut down and cried n stayed in my room and to myself. I hated the world and life. All I worried about was my mom dying so I would rush home to make sure she was still alive. I was paranoid daily because I was afraid I would get a call she died. When I turned 20 yrs old that is when i got the news right before Thanksgiving that my mom died. She passed away from a tumor that burst in her head. I am now 40 years old. I remember all good and bad times with my mom. To everyone dealing with this please I pray for your health and safety. Takecare of yourself and just take it 1 day at a time. God bless you all ❤
  • Please people... whenever you in this situation and you arent sure whether tou had sex with someone or not...please go to hospital...and get emergency medicine.....you sharing your story doesnt help anyone if you dont give a solution.....please always go to hospital if you arent sure you had sex with someone or if you got raped...never believe them when they say they used a condom
  • @HStorm510
    I know your story, I’ve been following you ever since, I’m so glad to see that you are a survivor. Thank you for sharing. Protect yourselves ladies
  • @jmerrick16
    You are so brave🙏🏾🙏🏾 do not let these comments tear you down. This world is a sick place but only God can judge you. Thank you for raising awareness. We all make mistakes. Now we know to be extra careful. God passed on your grandmother’s strength to you. Keep pushing. You are beautiful both inside and out🫶🏾❤
  • @lacecocoa6272
    I’m so proud of you for telling your story. May God bless you queen. You have encouraged so many young women and men to make different decisions. God has a calling on your life.
  • Your story is inspiring coming from a woman who was diagnosed with the same dis-ease!!!!! It’s been 17 years!!!! I’m sending you love & may God continue to be with you & glorify him all the days of your life!!!!!! Peace & Love 🙏🏾❤️
  • @traceydumase
    I remember drinking like this not too many years ago🥺💔 Listening to your story reminds me of my past self and it's scary to even think about. I cannot fathom the situations I put myself in. Sis, right down to being an angry drunk except my anger was directed toward whoever got in my face. 2019 I should've died. Can't put it any other way, I should've died. But God! God in His mercy preserved me. I prayed for preservation a lot that year even in the midst of the mess. I thank God that he preserved your life too and kept you for such a time as this. May you fulfill every single thing that He has set out for you in this lifetime in Jesus' name🙏🏾 Thank you for your bravery❤️
  • @monah203
    I’m glad you felt comfortable to tell your story. You have helped so many people by just being open and honest. God bless you ❤
  • God bless you honey. That was very brave of you to come online and bear your heart and share your testimony like that. Sending love and well wishes to you.