Life is exhausting part 2

This video is not to promote self harm, I am not a doctor, just some guy ranting on the internet. Have a good day If you're interested in a change head over to my website and buy my new book New year new me, how to stop being depressed in 2023 by lying to yourself 😀

Every morning I wake up I find myself disappointed that I didn't die in my sleep. I turn the big 40 next year and not sure I want to even make it to that age. I am exhausted and happy I didn't bring/force children into this world.

It’s funny how the most exhausting part of life for many people is waking up in the morning and getting ready for work when we should be well-rested and full of energy. The most exhausting part of life isn’t right before you fall asleep every night, but every morning in which you wake up in this hellish nightmare again.

Life is a big money scam nightmare with no happy ending. Death is freedom from this circus prison world. We live in a material hell where everything revolves around money 💰

People exhaust me I really don’t like people

"The secret to happiness is never to have been born"- Arthur Schopenhauer

Life is more than just exhausting. It is an absolute hellish nightmare in every way, shape, form, aspect and capacity.

I'll never understood how people think suicide is cowardly. It takes a lot of courage to take your own life, knowing you're not coming back.

I'm from Indonesia. I deeply relate with everything you've said. There is what's called an existential depression, and I think only few people really do have that experience, because most people in this world are usually either simple-minded, ignorant, naive, and/or basically they're just trying to be positive/optimistic/happy all the time, especially in today's era of toxic positivity and optimism bias. Most people don't think too much nor deeply about life, they usually just go with it. That's why people like us are sadly just only the minority in this world. I've read somewhere that unfortunately, evolution doesn't favor people like our type, so it doesn't matter how 'smart' or 'deep' thinker we are, evolution will basically just kill us off, because we're not fit or adaptable enough to survive in this world. There is a good movie called Idiocracy, you all should try to watch it. Basically it tells the hard truth that perhaps it's not necessarily the most intelligent, or wisest, or kindest people who'll survive. But it's the stupid people who will survive, reproduce, and basically live in this world. That's why I've found this whole existence to be a sick joke. And it's not even a 'joke' anymore at this point, it's ridiculous, stupid, pointless/meaningless, frustrating, & depressing.

I hope this message gets to young people so they can at least consider how serious it is to have a child.

That feeling when nothing pleases or entertains you anymore. That feeling when you no longer see anything new in life, nothing but exhausting routine over and over again, as if you were watching the same episode of some TV series every day...or, more accurately, if you were doing time in prison. «Whatsoever i feared has come to light And whatsoever i fought off became my life Just when every day seemed to greet me with a smile Sunspots have faded and now i'm doing time Now i'm doing time...» Soundgarden - Fell On Black Days

In the movie Soylent Green that had euthansia centers if you want to exit life. You get to lay down in a room and look at nature pictures and listen to music of your choice before you die..

I was on citalopram for a few years gained 70 lbs, can't really say I was any happier about how crappy corporate America is and how expensive my rent is.

Not only life is 'xhausting but also sh*t, cruel, boring, hostile, vicious, and devoid of concrete meanings( from a perspective of a human at least).. In fact the Bible also says everything is vanity(pretty much = meaningless) (see Ecclesiastes 1:2 KJV)

'' Life Is a gift'' 🤓

I am seriously tired of living in this damn world. So sick of everything

I know what's it's like to be treated like a freak just because I really want to leave this Hellhole.

There are so many things in this video that I could add my own thoughts to, but I would end up writing a novel here. 😆 So to keep it short, I 100% agree with you; listening to your thoughts is always a pleasure. I think once someone opens their eyes and sees the world for what it is, depression is inevitable and taking "happy pills" will only just cloud our minds but it won't change the truth. That's why I will never take any antidepressants or go to a therapist. Why should I? Because I'm not a delusional NPC? Anyway, I wish you all the best, brother, you are not alone.

It really is exhausting. Life is unpredictable. It is mostly comprised of suffering, pain and misery and is nothing but a constant game of survival, struggles, problems and hardships that yields no rewards or compensations whatsoever at the end. It is nothing but a hellish torture game we were forced and trapped in.

True. Psychiatric drugs make things worse.