3 months of depression, documented

Even while stressed depressed lemon zest you continue to rock that flawless shampoo commercial hair

Feeling numb is the worst, today I cried for no reason and you know what crying is much better than not feeling anything.

When I search up videos of people dealing with depression to try to feel not so alone, I end up feeling even more alone. Even other people with depression seem happier than me. People can see my depression on my face and my body language and they treat me differently because of it. I try to hide it and it still comes through. I hardly have the energy and motivation to fake a smile. I feel so alone.

So incredibly proud of you Kaiti for being brave and vulnerable. Hope you feel better soon❤️‍🩹🫂

The thing about hurrying is an American mentality. Yesterday I saw there was a line behind me at self checkout but for once I decided I didn’t need to rush to finish as quick as possible and could do the task calmly. It’s not rude to slow down, it’s about giving weight and energy to the right things. Despite what American society tells you, you don’t need to be exceptional at anything, you can just vibe your whole life and it will be a great one! ~lessons from an Italian expat

I cried so hard while watching this video. I genuinely know how BAAAD it feels to feel empty. During the peak of my depression, it felt so scary and disgusting to wake up feeling empty, fall asleep at night still feeling empty, and going through the day and facing people with a smile, ALL while still feeling empty. I'm just really really happy that you have found even a glimpse of light in that dark cave you are currently in, Kaiti. I also thought before that there is no end in what I'm feeling.. but I'm proud to say that I am here, after almost 2 years.. present and alive. Not fully happy, not fully at peace, but still breathing and existing. Love you so much, my Kaiti Yoo. 💗

she is one of the strongest. the fact she took a risk and shared this with us, filmed it, and realize what she was going through. Take care, lots of support <3

aw my love you have so much support behind you, and a community and friends that love you. i hope you feel better soon. always here for you.

You spoke into what I'm going through. Thank you for your vulnerability Kaiti, you've been such a blessing!

You are soooo strong for posting this. Thank you for sharing your story

Its so so so so so SO brave of you to be so open about depression! It feels horrible and knowing we aren't alone is SUCH A RELIEF. Sending you SO MUCH Love 💗💗💗💗

This is 100% how i felt the last few years. Went from a job i worked overtime becauase i was passionate about it to barely able to get anything at all done in a day. Cycle of exhaustion, guilt, shame, fear

you're so awesome for this kaiti sending much love to you

proud of you for seeking help and getting on the meds! they saved my life. 2 years later i am now coming off of them. It gets better❤❤❤ lots of love

Thank you so much for making this <3 I completely relate to the feeling of not imagining how you could ever get better or get yourself out of that negative way of feeling, but lately, with therapy and medication, I've also made it out and I can't believe it. It's made me feel so grateful everyday for the little things in life and just for being able to be happy again

thank you Kaiti, for being so raw about your experience. I know everything you go well because you deserve the best ❤

This was SO brave. I’m there now and this is the first thing that’s really brought me some comfort. Thank you for sharing this <3

I’ve been feeling this way for a year and half. Hope better days for you. Your video makes me feel so heard

I love that this is raw and real and you’re not out here pretending or pushing brand deals

More power to you for posting this. I've suffered from depression and anxiety for years, and IMHO it can be a very cruel thing to live with. Hoping things are looking up for you since this time.