"𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧" a playlist

~english is not my first language~ I wanted give it a try. 😊 It was both blessing and a curse, to discern something so deep agonisingly. The limp body in your hands reminded you of how lifeless you too were on the inside. You knew this was going to happen, yet your naive mind ought to think otherwise. One finds happiness in the last place they wish to have their last breath. Their's were your arms. Your arms which you once held them in their darkest of times. Good things never last. You knew this circle would continue again when it gets crisp in the fall. Only time can tell which one of your's was the most costly...

"goodbye? oh no, can't we go back to page one and do it all over again?" - Winnie the Pooh

This feels more like when you find another comfort character, but instead you slowly move away from your original comfort character and can feel yourself losing your feelings for them as you get more and more attached to them and your comfort character just accepts it since they know you'll be more happy

Pov: You're up all night watching and reading Anime and Manga character edits knowing how it's gonna end such as Banana fish and Seraph of the end

he's not only my comfort character, he's my whole heart and world <3

“Don’t say it” he whispered. “Say what?” I asked him, clutching his hands which were pale and losing their color slowly. “Goodbye. Don’t say it” he weakly muttered, his eyes fluttering open and closed. I could tell he was fighting to stay awake as his grip on my hands loosened little by little. “Why?” A big teardrop of mine landed on our joined hands, and I knew it wouldn’t be too long before I couldn’t hold myself back. I could only swallow my emotions and look towards him, mustering up a smile that wasn’t there before. “Because… that means it’s the end” he smiled back at me, his words causing my heart to throb slightly in pain. “It will never be the end. I promise” I whispered as he mouthed his last words to me and finally let go of my hand for eternity. “Forever” he had said. “Forever” I whispered, sobbing as tears fell from my eyes like a waterfall.

when your comfort character is your inner self and you know that one day, you will die and go to heaven

pov: The sun around us is rising, and up on the skyline, it looks like the city’s on fire. “I’m so tired,” he murmurs, dark hair falling softly into his eyes. I wrap my arms around him, biting my lip to stop my tears from falling. How did everything go so wrong? How did everything happen so fast? “Hey,” he says softly. Sniffing, I look through blurry eyes to see his familiar smirk. “Don’t miss me too much when I’m gone, alright?” I chuckle weakly, unable to help myself as he sinks in deeper against me. Somewhere far away, an old melody flutters inside and out. I’m Mr. Loverman. And I miss my lover, man. “It’s rather cheesy, isn’t it?” he whispers, and I know that he’s starting to fade. “I thought that’s what you excelled at,” I murmur, unable to hide the crack in my voice. The corner of his lips pull upwards and I feel a stabbing pain inside my chest as I feel his breath flutter in and out slowly, one heart beat at a time. “You know I’ll never forget you, right? No matter how hard I try, I won’t be able to,” I gulp, letting hot liquid slide down my cheeks freely now. His fingers slowly loosen from mine as he reaches upwards to brush a tear away. “I know.”

I frantically look around the wreckage, desperately trying to spot him. Desperately hoping he was ok. I finally see him lying inside next to a crumbling building. My heart stopped, he wasn't moving. I sprinted towards him and fell to my knees beside him. "Please be ok, please be ok." I kept whispering. "I'm here, I'm not dead yet" He smiled at me as he opened his eyes. I smile back as I rest his head on my knees. "I thought I was too late" I choked through sobs. His dirtied hand rested on my cheek, I brought my hand up on top of his. "Hey listen to me," he whispered, only just loud enough to hear "I need you to promise me something" "No," I say, my heart slowly breaking into a million pieces "please don't say it, please!" He smiles sadly, "I need you to promise me that after I'm gone you won't give up, that you'll keep fighting, no matter what happens." "Of course." I say as a tear falls from my eye "But with you gone, I can't... I..." I close my eyes as I feel more tears slipping down. I could feel his hand slowly slipping. "Hey," he says, his voice barely a whisper "hey look at me." I open my eyes. "I'll never leave you," he whispers, almost too quiet to hear "never." His eyes shut and I realise he's gone, my soulmate, my lover, my one true love was gone. "Goodbye, my love." I whisper as my heart crumbles and my head falls to his chest. I feel a cold hand on my shoulder and I look up through the tears to see a ghostly man stood behind me. The face of my dead lover smiles at me and whispers, "Goodbye."

You’re in bed with your comfort partner it’s raining and it’s midnight, it turns out you’re actually at a hospital… You realize your comfort partner is slowly dying, you cry in their arms as you hug them… a few minutes pass You start to hear a beeping noise… you cry harder and say " DON’T LEAVE ME NOW… PLEASE! " you look at them They say " I’m sorry.. I love you.. remember me and always be happy.. " you say " I’ll miss you.. " their heart beat would slow down slowly.. they say " I guess it was never meant to be huh?.. " you laugh a little getting the reference " goodbye.. " they’d be dead.. you sit there the doctors would watch you and feel bad.. a few months later, you were at their grave it was raining and you were under an umbrella, you’d tell them stories and listen to music.. you’d fall asleep next to their grave feeling calm. You’d be smiling, you’d also be wearing their hoodie. This is it… your comfort partner is gone.. but their not completely gone you’ll see them again.. just as someone different you always have people that care for you. Never forget that, you even have me. <3

"Hannah.." I whispered quietly as blood gushed out of her wound. My hands shaking I tried to apply pressure onto the wound and she simply groaned in response. "Hannah!" I cried out wanting to hear her voice. "Ella.." She breathed her eyes fluttering open. "Ella, I'm sorry.." Hannah said with shame as tears fell down her cheeks. I shook my head trying to avoid the waterfall that was trying to force itself out. "You don't have to be sorry. Okay? It's not your fault." I tried to reassure her. "I failed, I couldn't protect you. It is my fault." She responded as her breathing was irregular. Her eyes fluttered closed again. "Hannah?" I whispered out. "Hannah? Hannah! Stay with me." I said looking up to make sure she was awake. "I'm tired Ella," Hannah whispered sadly. Hannah knew what was happening, she knew why she was feeling so cold. "I know. Just stay awake for a bit longer. Someone is going to come and find us." I looked up at the clock. 4:38PM. "The party is over at 5. Everyone will come down and they'll find you. It's going to be okay. Just stay awake." I didn't want to lose her. "I'm sorry.." Hannah whimpered. Her blood was thick covering my hands, it wouldn't stop. "No- Hannah, No." I let go of the wound to bring her close to me, laying her head on my lap as I brush the hair out of her face. "I love you Ella," Hannah said with a smile as she looked up at me. "Oh my god. I love you too Hannah. So much." I lean down and give her a kiss. Desperate to remember how soft her lips are. "I'll love you forever. I'll never forget you, okay? Only you have my heart." I whisper as I take her hand and squeeze it tight. "Promise?" Hannah murmured. I hug her tighter "I promise." I say with a nod letting tears run down my face. Hannah's face goes pale. "It's okay. Close your eyes, It'll be over soon my love." I whisper as I gently stroke her cheek. Hannah gives a weak nod and her eyes close. Tears clinging to her eyelashes. Then she takes a deep breath.. but doesn't exhale. I pull her close and let out a sob.

OKAY BUT I LEGIT PREDICTED THE FIRST SONG WOULD BE MR LOVERMAN AND I AM PROUD 😭💕 I LOVE Mr Loverman. (i got an ad so i started singing it and then i made a Pikachu surprise face when i heard the first song)

ive never had a comfort character before.. all i need is just some comfort rn..a big hug and someone to hold on to..someone to wisper to me that everythings gonna be ok and that your doing so good, im so proud of you brandon!

Tysm.. this helped me get the tears out that I had been holding back for so long that I couldn’t cry. Tysm again

NO BECAUSE THE FIRST TWO SONGS HAD ME THINKIN ON IN ANOTHER LIFE (yea that one bokuaka fan fic that broke the Haikyuu fandom) SO NO IM NOT OK IM SOBBING

This playlist reminds me of when I was younger because I moved a lot so it hurts to know how many ppl forgot you and you forgot like strangers but with memories and it hurts because u told them stuff and y’all don’t even talk anymore so this playlist hurts a lot because sometimes you didn’t tell them what u wanted to tell them so now u regret a lot so it kinda funny because the only reason where not moving anymore is because of my sister so to know I had to move on with this much guilt of saying goodbye and never hello again to more then 50 people hurts because they meant a lot and now they don’t and they won’t know u now since ur different so does anyone else feel this way or is this just me?

I see it.. The fear in your eyes dear. I wish i could take it from you but i can only wishper that everything will be okay. God i wish it was true... But i already know you will not make it. So in your last breaths i just want to tell you i love you. Every inch, every cell even my cold heart loves you. I wish we had more time so i could show you how greatful iam that you are here. But now its time to say good bye. I love you dear and i cant wait to meet you again.

To my dear Historia, As I write this Reiner stands at my side. He knows this is a love letter but he’s still sneaking peaks. Honestly it’s no wonder the creeps still single. That said he did give me his word he’d deliver this letter to you, he says he owes him that for the time I doubled back to save him. I’m sorry about then I would of never imagined choosing those two over you. I’m going to die soon, but I’ll die without regrets. Or that’s at least what I’d like to say… truth is I do have one… It’s that I never got to marry you. With love, Ymir

"a playlist when you spend the last moment with your comfort character before they die in your arm" it would be Sangwoo and im just crying. amazing playist :virtualhug:

When your comfort character is Ash lynx and that first song comes on... Welp looks like Imma just imagine albedo for this one