July - Nic Beaty (feat. Drew)

Published 2020-11-17

Lyrics, Mix, and Master by Nic Beaty
linktr.ee/nicbeaty
Music by Andrew DiRisio

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Aww yeah, the first single! Thanks to Nic for the talented writing and vocals.
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It’ll be a cold day in July
When I can finally say what’s on my mind
It’ll be a cold day in July

I am broken
Cold and lonely
Probably hopeless
Feeling phony

Everybody’s getting older
Some of us are getting wiser
Most of us are getting angry
A few of us are getting nicer

Consciously probably not where I oughta be
Tragedy often mistaken for comedy
Remarkably often see me acting crotchety
Living responsibly, still feeling wobbly

I am not the person that I wanna be
People tend to get the best of me
Sometimes I lack a little empathy
I see connections as a novelty

It’ll be a cold day in July
When I can finally say what’s on my mind
It’ll be a cold day in July

I’m unhealthy
And I know it
Feeling stressed out
Overloaded

I've tried rest and relaxation
Made the best of my vacations
Im not seeking Validation
I just don't want to feel alone

I’m feeling mad stressed
Got me all up in my head tryna stress less
I have to confess - I’m a hot mess
I’ve been waking up with headaches crying over keepsakes thinkin I’ll be okay
Now I’m thinking maybe I should say less
But I’m depressed and I’m obsessed
I think I might need to step back and reassess

I am not as happy as I’d like to be
But it’s my fault the problem always has been me
I think that I just need a little clarity
To stop the feeling that my life is parody

It’ll be a cold day in July
When I can finally say what’s on my mind
It’ll be a cold day in July