I Can't Do This Anymore

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Dude… I lost my wife and daughter in 2021 and you kept me going.. we are all here for you no matter what. You find you… We are all here to support you in your time of need…. Just like you were here for us. Love you brother!

Sending you all the love Freddy, it's going to be a great year ahead. You're one of the nicest guys in the world of cars, bright things are on the horizon!

Thank you for helping Mat achieve his dreams, I haven’t seen much of your content but this video has gave me a deep understanding of who you are, along with your wholesomeness in helping Mat. You’ve earned another loyal sub and fan base coming over from Mat without a doubt. ❤

Just found out your channel because of Mat. Gotta say congratulations for what you have done for this channel, your audience and this particular video of opening up. Life has its ups and downs and you took a down like a champ. It is indeed in our lowest point where we truly find ourselves and you should be grateful for it. Which it looks like you are not only grateful but humble, caring and a respectful guy. I wish you all the best for your new adventures and cannot wait to see what you have for this year!

First YouTube video I watched in 2023 and it was amazing! You’re incredible dude and you got this. Everyone thinks this YouTube thing is cake but it’s far from that! Can’t wait to see what’s in store because I know it’s gonna be amazing!

I'm a middle age woman who drives an econobox but I got drawn into your channel for your enthusiasm. You gave me encouragement to try to fix some stuff on my own car. I hope you find your drive again - from whatever it may be. Big life changes and losses are so hard. Good luck with everything!

so proud of you. instead of losing it all, you're turning this around and will focus on yourself and be a better person, learn, improve and be the best of the best. focusing on yourself is super important and you taking this direct approach is so respectable. I look up to that. thank you and I wish you nothing but the best! be positive as you are.

Can't believe I missed this when it was posted. As someone who has struggled with depression for a really long time, I'm glad you're following what feels right and meaningful to you, instead of chasing numbers or doing the thing you feel like you "have" to do for financial reasons. I'm glad you reached out and were able to find support. Wishing the best for you.

Best of luck on everything in 2023! I love watching your videos, no worries posting consistently - next time you're in Vegas, please reach out!

Seeing a world famous you tuber, car builder etc open up, share his fears and failings, and show that he is just as human as the rest of us is an incredibly brave thing to do. Thank you for that Freddy. One day at a time dude. It’s all you’re given. Slow and steady and the rest will come. Thank you

Freddy, thank you for being so open and sharing your story. You have no idea how your video resonates with me. Love your work, love your channel! I am so glad you have hosted Mat in your garage too. I think you have a new legion of Mat fans watching you now. Keep your chin up and go do it! You're a legend!

A massive thanks for helping Mat out, you’re an awesome guy and jumping a GT3 on casters, mad but absolutely epic! I will be watching you’re videos now so keep em coming! 😊

Tavarish has been a inspiration since I was a kid, I'm now 16 with a 91 rx7 because he inspired me to jump in and fix them. Wouldn't be the man or car guy without him. Prayers for you always, always supporting you!

As someone that's gone through a rollercoaster of hitting my rock bottom, to landing my dream job in less than 4 years, support systems are literal lifesavers. Your videos got me through a tough time in my life, take all the time you need. Watching you try to wire a lambo while I was hospitalized made my days better. Cannot wait for your next project, it's gonna be insane!

Such a heartfelt video, there are lots of people like you suffering. Your content makes a difference to people so never think you aren't making a difference even if you're not happy with the content you have produced. I've loved it all. Looking forward to 2023 ❤

Tavarish, I’m new to the channel but I love your content and completely understand your feelings, you nailed it on the head about the guilt from feeling purposeless, aimless, and from going through the motions. I’ve been battling this myself. I wish you the best man and hope you continue to improve!! Godspeed!

We are here for you Tavarish. The strength you’ve shown in sharing your struggles is incredible. Thank you

Never commented on here before, but I wanted to thank you. Thank you for everything you've done. Thank you for your honesty. Thank you for being real, no b.s. That's why I watch this channel. I'm not even a "car guy". I can change a tire and switch out wiper blades and that's about it. I fell into your channel after stumbling onto Hoovie's and never regretted it. And moreover my kids, who are also not car geeks btw, absolutely enjoy watching your channel, especially the Car Treks. If I pop a new video of yours on, my ten year old boys immediately yell out, "Tavarish!" And then they settle in to eagerly see what you are up to. So do what you have to do to get in a better healthier headspace. It was brave to make this video. And while you're thanking us, thank you, Freddy. Thank you, sir.

Saw this after watching the P1 video, before I was thinking that might be too difficult a job to fully complete in the proper way, but after this, I hope you take more steps outside your comfort zone and we know you'll do it better than what people expect! Because you have proven so in the past and if anyone can do it, there is no better candidate than you Freddie! Looking forward to you smashing all the projects out the whole park 🙌