Free J Cole Type Beat - "Heartless"

Thanks everyone for your feedback! I appreciate it!

Am I the only one listening to this in 2024

4am sitting in my room, staring at the clock, thoughts consume/ mind forever drifts, it's hard to stay in tune/ Depression got me stressing been like this since last June/ My lifes on a pause, pray it resumes real soon/ Feels like I'm in a fight, battling a platoon/ I'm not the only one though, that I assume/ I hope you watching out for me, you knew me since the womb/ If you want to intervene, now is the perfect opportune/ But I can wait and contemplate mistakes/ Falling into bait, smoke intake, pupils dilate/ A trust misplaced, personality traits that are hard to replace/ A fall from grace, I'm tryna keep a boldface/ Remind myself it's a phase/ And it's never too late, it's all about mind-state/ At times procrastinate and I struggle to motivate/ So I hyperventilate Wim Hof meditate/ Yeah it helps lift the weight, and my blood circulate/ Let put pen to page, I just hope it resonates/ I had to quit the sess, daily smoking lemon zest/ Paranoia had me stressed, never got a day of rest/ I'm feeling like a pessimist, I think a need a therapist/ Is it true that dreams really can manifest/ Reoccurring dreams of catching a slug in the chest/ For resisting arrest, should I invest in a vest/ Or just pray I stay blessed, put on my Sunday best/ Put my faith in a pendant, but are we just pretending/ Blindsided by what's trending, are you even comprehending/ Police killing blacks, don't bother apprehend him/ Mr Superintendent, why don't you condemn them or even suspend them/ Instead you defend them, commend them/ What message are you sending/ Fuck all your pretences, see through you like lenses/ Excuse me for venting, there's just no contending/ This system we penned in, our stories just blend in/ Without no attention, not even a mention/ So we Load di Mack and shoot units like Henchman/ We out for revengeance like Thor in Avengers/ And don't talk to police is the general consensus/ You ever seen somebody at the end of life/ I swear to God that shit will put perspective in your eyes/ Watching a mothers cry, a son ask why/ Bro analysing how he could effect the butterfly/ But that ship sailed by, I guess we all gonna die/ Just hope I honoured thy, ca there's nah second try/ Questioning God like "Yah sure you ain't got the wrong guy?"/ They ain't no hawk-eye or turning anti-clockwise/ Just Blaze and let this Song Cry from London to Mong Cai/ Try vocalize and see the picture, through lenses open wide/ To find a peace of mind, I might just have to compromise Ca I can't let this hatred elongated lead to my demise/ We in this Life of Pi, circumventing darker parts of hardened hearts/ Contemplate turning on enemies, jump the fence like Khabib And go martial arts or is this only God's will, like mashallah/ Ca I've been reading The Alchemist, like where da fuck ma Fatima?/ I guess shit don't always make sense, kinda like algebra/ Brah listen, I question every fucking decision/ Like Elliot Alderson, I'm locked in a mental prison/ By a bi polar condition that's an escape mechanism/ Mr Robot just hacked into my system and change the algorithm/ So Fsociety, propriety and this anxiety inside of me/ You step outta line they shoot you silently/ Got corrupt cops accepting bribery, ooh the irony/ We not Allsafe in this Evil Corp world, we seen as binary/ That's it so far I'm still working on the rest and thinking how I can structure it all a little better...but this beat is STRAIGHT FIRE, I had writers block for a while but this beat really spoke to me. Update: Thanks everyone, I really appreciate all the feedback...tbh writing rap/poetry is kinda just an outlet and one of the methods I use to clear my thoughts. Salute, keep up the good work Yondo! 👑

I've been listening to this beat for 4 years now! You are my source of inspiration .. We miss you Yondo!

this beat got me into producing . I will forever be grateful for this ...

Green Green Green Green Green Green X2 Imaginations, my most deepest infatuations, The stories not to be told, but then used in a relation, Even at my workstation, man I think I need some relaxation, some separation, from this bull shit job, from this bull shit life, Fell down three times but I only stood up twice, Life's a bit blind when you’re only staring at the lights, Better keep your head down and pack another bowl with some of that... Green Green Green Green Green Green X2 Tryna work things out with a girl I met at college, A girl who likes to shake her ass and thinks I don’t acknowledge, I don’t know what she sees in me, but ima make her my girl if she believes in WE, Hopefully in the summer we can bring the beach, A Summer-time smile is what I aim to reach, Corona Lights cold, underneath the heat, As kiss her on the neck, I awake my sleep, Bleeding out my halls as I seal the leak, Hoping you don't see, even when you have to take a peak, Because I don't know if you’d stay or leave. And i'm stuck living in between, Just smokin on my... Green Green Green Green Green Green X2 Rush out of work so we can sit in our cozy homes, Surrounded by things that stir up memories within our dome, Tryna to escape the memories so I decide to pack a cone, Fuck it, tell em I’d rather be left alone.

Enjoy our dreams singing, Til the alarm starts ringing, Head spinning, Another day sinning, Wonder whats missing, What kind of fucked up life am I living, Numb my sorrow with all this drinking, Shit got me thinking - why am I never winning, Sell my soul - sometimes I swear I was willing, But it was me who failed to see all the blessing, I'm praying and hoping the devil isn't listening, Thank the Lord and ask Him to take me back to the beginning, Back to the beginning, Cause lately I've been feeling lost, Trying to follow my dreams but can't afford the cost, Sit n reflect while walking through my thoughts, Trying to tie up all the fucking knots, Let my faith guide what my eyes can't see - me, Writing these fucking songs to set myself free, I can feel the water gettin' higher, the air is getting drier while I'm stuck in between the fucking fire, See, pressure gets high when the economy is getting low, Aim for the moon with a broken bow, No longer no what the fuck I'm living for, Fear when death comes knocking on my door, Possibilites closing cant see any no more,

Imma use all y'all bars

Man I don't know how you're not famous... this shit is lethal you are the best producer in youtube by far

This is amazing Yondo, so chill

Everything that I do people say that I'm wrong but I just push them to the side and I just try to move on I'm in the battle of my life but I can't fight for much longer I don't self harm but everyday man the urge just grows stronger and I don't really know where I belong at in life

This is sucha beautiful song, it breaks my heart every time i hear it, i just miss my mom so much. i wish she could have experienced this beautiful piece of the world. thank you for making it, it touches my soul

Start at 00:35 rain rain go away, it's a Monday/ smoke another cigarette and fill the ash tray/ prayin the I can find myself I think I've gone astray/ just a lost soul finding his own destiny/ been working on the craft ever so carefully/ and hopefully one day you'll see me as a better me/ I just killed my old self I'm on a killing spree/ why can't you see, why can't you see.. the future, is always a mystery/ why can't you just get off my back and let me breathe/ I still got a couple tricks tucked in my sleeve/ roll another blunt so I can finally sleep/ and dream a dream/ to find out all the answers/ to achieve the greatness that awaits us/ no more fake stuff, we too old now/ no more wishing to the stars it's time to show out/ no more doubt, shut your mouth, its my turn to bat/ I'm pointing to the stars tell your squad to shuffle back/ grand slam, that's the plan, just like my old man/ pretty girl, don't you worry just take my hand/ follow me and I'll take you to the greener land/ and I promise you that I will be a better man/ life with you, baby that's always been the plan/ life with you baby that's always been the plan...

I understand you doing different styles of beats and I'll keep on supporting the craft bruthat, but damn if these ain't the vibes that you caught my attention with. So smooth

This is just a warm afternoon right after school, so chill.

We had to write poems in Iambic Pentameter for class when we were studying Shakespeare, and here's what I came up with. I used this beat and wrote this thing all night a couple months ago. (For those of you who don't know, Iambic Pentameter is a specific type of rhythmic scheme used in poetic language whose syllables are stressed on and off and there are 10 syllables per line. Every two syllables creates what's called an Iamb, and since there are 10 syllables in a line, that results in five iambs, hence the name Iambic Pentameter.) I wrote this for a girl I met in the summer and I fell in love with her but I gave her no reason to love me. I was just lost and shit and she was of such beauty and human grace that I gave her my heart when I didn't know what to do with it as I felt nothing in my life except for pain before I met her. I know I'm not supposed to love you. I try to tell myself that I don't. Anyways, here's Rain: I take a look outside and feel the rain the pain the strain the day refrains and I refrain, no, verse, I first rehearsed this verse I’m getting worse this curse I put myself inside this cell of self hate suffer I just suffer but for now I bow to the idea of negativity and I’m stuck, give up, I say, today will just refrain this curse is getting worse…but her? She’s…Beauty. Eyes behold what Heaven molds with hands of honing and perfection see her hair, her skin complexion, mention, too, her smile. That charming, darling smile that I’ll remember for a while. I love her smile. I show her what I’m made of; nothing she’s afraid of, she embraces what I am I can’t explain what that is like to be a monster, then be liked. And then, one night, I say “We’re strangers, yes, but I’m so blessed to know you - much or little as I do - ‘cause I look in your eyes and see you and Might be in Love with you. Yes, I’m in Love with You, Rain. Then she smiles, I melt, she knows I need her Love, but what’s the Love she felt? I sit beside her every bit of me is hers is mine is ours but fine why pine sometimes, well, I’m just self destructive but let go who knows she knows she goes and oh it’s raining. I remember what you said: The Weather is Inevitable. And some things can’t change, don’t rearrange yourself. Because you can’t change the Weather. But, You, Rain, changed Me. you made me new who knew there’s a possibility to be just me you see, you made me me so thank you, Rain I will remember your sweet name because you came and changed the way I was and made the way I am and now I am what I already am and want to be which is just me. so thank you. And know I love you.

A heartless artist cause in this music his heart is/ Regardless of the odds in the shadow of darkness/ Spark this like an idea and shine bright as a light bulb/ Despite those who try to cut the knot on his tightrope/ A fight spoke into reality with his punchlines/ The one time it landed handed sight to the once blind/ A mindless artist cause in this music his mind is/ Thoughts are timeless & productive on each assignment...

I love this beat man I play it over and over freestyling everytime i play it back

Starts at beat drop: Smoking all this green, thinking this is so obscene From the Bean, where police pull up to the scene People sipping on the lean, thinking no one ever seen They just teens, parents on the coke call em Charlie Sheen Tryna find myself a queen, teaching lessons like a dean Sending blessings to the clean, fuck a 9-5 routine Helping people I am keen, hard to thrive when you are mean Grinding hard like a machine, if you see hate intervene It’s time to switch up the flow, just know People think they know reality from watching all them shows, it’s funny though just let em go They’ll learn in time, through this rhyme, that what you reap is what you sow, Make the mistakes, raise the stakes, and it’s time to grow...

I really like this one man warms the heart a bit. makes me feel loved.