(FREE) Drake Type Beat 2022 - pain freestyle

Iss cold ousside but GOD keep me warm now / I was struggling in the rain HE calmed my storm down / took too many turns that lead me down the wrong roads I let JESUS take the wheel HE said HE could show me more now / and LORD I do trust YOU KING of my soul / I praise YO HOLY NAME YOU keep bringing me hope / I was fighting with these demons had my back against the ropes / you don’t even understand how bad I couldn’t cope / but LORD you’re so dope / I need YOU to save me from false hope / only YOUR grace could’ve fixed what was all broke / blurry vision cause of smoke / but I knew I hadda listen when YOU spoke / YOU opened up my eyes and now I’m for real woke / got me feeling brand new like I really wanna dap somebody / let em all in on good news and go and grab somebody / tired of actin up I hadda subtract somebody / I let HIM check me when I really wanna slap somebody / cause who was I when I was stuck up in those ways / I give it all to GOD and let my SAVIOR run the plays / boi I never felt this good Iss some different kinda days / I’m feelin all YO grace I surrender and give YOU praise / nah homie it’s not a phase

There’s no one to blame but me I can’t take this pain beggin for mercy on my knees Somebody help please Ask for forgiveness but nobody’s answering me All I ever wanted is for happiness for everybody. This stress kept up internally is killing me. Nobody to blame but me my selfishness and pain brought from all my flaws and mistakes I’ve made. Nobody’s at fault except my selfishness I’ve always been nothing changes in the end thru exchanges for pain gained and pain being released. On to the next path of making history repeat whether it’s for different reasons the hurt seems the same to me. Something you won’t comprehend but don’t worry I didn’t matter anyways I’m Sorry. An apology is only so over use till overtime all arguments turn to abuse I fuckin hate myself you’d rather hear lie then to tell the truth. Any flaws u see to me i still don’t see a god damn thing wrong with you. I can’t stop thinkin about all of hurt and what I did to leave you alone thru this pain. Left you by yourself, I ran away cus the l physical and mental abuse are two different pains now. I never let go of our love I held onto us whether Id been lit of what I thought made me see clearly but really had all of your feelings fading away from me, you forgot what you and I are supposed to be. Twin flames or does justifyin how actions built up exerted from acts in manifested internal pains Missing details is beating breaking a man down when being submissive seems like a strength.let me show you what I mean, breakin knuckles she connect to my eye, fucked up I was persuaded by her that what she did I deserved, not to the world you claimin a car trunked slammed onto top of your hands, and u made me kiss your feet but if I even talk about that for some reason the traumatic moment gets you to pull me that makes me triggered you made me think there was something that was wrong with who I was manipulative tolerating abuse cus that was the pain I made you feel inside, I let you made me believe what you wanted to be reality, wasnt good enough only resolution is try to take control of me. I don’t make regrets now no I can’t dwell on it woulda been Got flex and focus on my own progression cus I know Corny shit wont win you over, our breakin points is to when we be breaking each of our promises your hearts turnin colder, I’m suppose too be the shoulder you cry over. Have cursed your life, these trials, and tests, even though Bein a burden w/ suicides on my mind, being away from bein faded is what’s On my list, still I know No matter what happen, where we are in our lives, if we separated, hit a downfall, maybe elevate or start gloin up together so we can say Nigga we made it/ Flowers die but the blossoms won’t just like how you are, my love, I’ve destroyed myself when nobody’s around me, now I know I had moments of an irrational asshole. my heart is for you and It’s my fault for ever putting you in this position. I know you feel like our love is just long lost memory that’s been faded,Just a love gone wrong, Im just a lesson of a mistake made in history. I know EVERYTIME there’s tension Id never pay attention irresponsible actions due to what I kept neglecting. If I had one more chance i would take it back, To cheating, I know you don’t think this will last. Even a Fortune teller sees our fate and paths on earth connecting is it meant to be. I know you won’t be done healin yet I can’t believe I lost you then You’re on my mind yeah you’ve always been You gave me only half of what your was your heart, I told Lies denied issues at hand, so only half the truth missin so I guess the love we had was mutual because we did give eachother 50% of our hearts and love but the other 50% was what you wanted us to be and 50% was a secret life of drugs and crime of who I never wanted to be now all said and done we cant wish for a better past but I will fix make,and create then build the best future

Background voices touch my heart

Been listening to this for an hours now.

Woke up with this pain Always on my mind So i could never stand to gain Never had a case But im in jail its my brain Always in my way I had everyone else to blame Learned the hardest way I had to do it all myself Push the odds away i cant be held to stand the weight Had to take the pain cause aint no champs without the ethics Made it by the methods this is one the doctors cant heal had to heal it first With all the drugs and all the numb feels Aint Apoligize but if you did it wasn’t heartfelt Bid you farewell

That background vocal is immaculate my G 🤌🏆

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 had this on repeat atlest 10 times now still gets me every time 🔥🔥🔥

I murked this in the booth yesterday

I'm tired of writing love songs Just checked my heart All the loves gone Just check my art On the hall wall X marks the spot Of a treasure stole Need to move on Make a move on Love is too costly Need a coupon Alone on a throne For rags to riches From Home to road to home To roam alone Trenches I don't trust no one I dont give more than Enough So they don't take And run With more gold I can afford To rust No more no more No more love songs I haven't been in love for so long I hold a torch for That feeling of I once was Truth is I'm lonely Writing songs To feelings Long frozen In my room Tryna break through To my golden

This is flawless bro

Days go by still we live life Everyday I will believe in Christ God willing I will do what is rite One day I will die One day I will rise Like saying goodbyes there’s always another hello coming The name of the LORD can move mountains The Lord can create fountains What are you doubting Are you stranded in the desert God delivers you from all your sinful pleasure Wisdom is my treasure I’m saved by grace I love Christ Look into my eyes can’t tell if I’m rite by my look But my words are nothing unless they come from the Holy Ghost I fear Yahweh

LITTY! 🔥

I’ve always felt weird, felt different from my peers, I’ve always shed tears, wish my brother he was here Getting on my knees cause I’m submitting to your grace I swear you filled me up with hope on the loneliest of days Give me strength like I am Jobe, never ending holding faith When I’m praying to the lord I know he’s reaching out it’s clear Steady laying off the sauce and now I started man He’s the only one I need to impress while I am here

Nah you different bro frfr

Творец, я доверяю тебе сокровенное. Наверно, лишь с тобой я могу быть откровенным. И я, увы, признаться должен, я безнадёжен, Мне тяжело, я чувствую себя ничтожным. Как и прежде, мне не хватает той поддержки В моменты, когда разбиваются надежды. Как мало тех, кого могу назвать я другом. Здесь делается всё услуга за услугу. И пока ты фаворит, тебя ценят, на тебя ставят, А если не фартит, забудут и раздавят. В попытках самих себя увековечить, Стараются быть безупречными, теряя человечность. И я не исключение, я поддаюсь соблазнам И всё таки я узник этого мира грязного Там, где каждый соблюдает свой интерес Всё, что я хочу - лишь достучаться до небес... Творец, иногда я устаю быть сильным. Всецело отдаюсь своим мечтам наивным. Бегу от реальности в поисках удачи, Анализируя себя, пытаюсь жить иначе. Я каюсь, желаю быть лучше, Но вновь грешу, в расчёте на твоё великодушие. Вновь злость и ложь звучат в моём голосе, Вновь я иду на сделки с совестью. Я порочен, моя душа темнее ночи, Мои ошибки мне судный день пророчат. Ведь я выгляжу жалким на твоём прекрасном фоне, Вот мои грехи перед тобой, как на ладони. Склоняя голову перед твоим величием, Я хочу быть уверен, что тебе не безразличен. Там, где остальных ослепляет фальшивый блеск, Всё, что я хочу - лишь достучаться до небес... Творец, иногда мне становится всё равно. Я устаю жить среди волков и воронов. Там, где нервы должны быть крепче стали, Где зло прячут под вуалью сострадания, печали. Судьба рвёт душевные струны И вот я игрушка в руках у фортуны. Мне трудно отличить фальшивку от подлинника, Да и жизнь моя не прочней карточного домика. Я не чту кумиров этого мира. Со мною только моя вера и моя лира. И всё, чем дорожу я в этой жизни - Это любовь и уважение своих родных и близких, А остальное, я уверен, это мелочи. Прошу тебя, будь моим светочем. Там где жизнь ежедневно ставит под пресс, Всё, что я хочу - лишь достучаться до небес...

I want this at my funeral no words straight up

hen I think about my life it makes me feel alive Makes me feel like I got a point in this life But main worry she never found me time Didn’t get my hopes up so I never cried Then I felt uptight and all obliged Like ur acting fake in a big disguise But I hide it all deep down inside So no one see my real looking side Then went home and regretted on my life Like I fucked up on January 29th Stuck in a crossfire I didn’t wanna fight Still got pulled n went home the same night I’m a lucky guy I rest up on my feet Makes me feel good like the world underneath Yet I stand here talking like im gonna preach Not a gcse nevermind a degree Then my family forgot the meaning of a heart Making them drift and all fall apart But we stuck together when times were looking dark Now we found a place and we ready to embark Now I got a new life ready for a scheme Never made a goal I only had my dreams Missing all my team they all become my fiends Shotting in a park making shit fucking lean Pussio to start then then turned his life around Had a strap packed that never made a sound Situation got tight he had to back it out Only the driver I drive u all about Not no more I become one of you Makes me feel new like I got a point to prove Then get a girl to check into my room Only a hotel I’ll be out soon Feel like zues with this melody to my tune Build up the army we like a tycoon Everything was given to me on a silver spoon Fell into a trap I was never immune But if I ever went pen I know it be a set up Already got snitched nearly got a lock up Ain’t even got a girl to write me a letter She could fix me up and make me all better But I Couldn’t comprehend what she did to me Wasn’t physical only my mentality I feel like moonknight with my mix personality I wanna be god but I’m only at a king But my life choice they makes me who I am Feel like a kid in a pool so I swam That’s all fine I be what I can Was a little kid now born a man

Who knew The good in me Met the bad in you... Magic Potions fumes Me you A fuse A spark That blew Heat that consumed And left me dead Boom Now I've been ex-humed It was something True Your false self Looked so good If only I knew Back then just how you do Deep in the depths of your hell I brought heaven

Beautiful intro with the sample and 🎹 melody track is a vibe 🔉🎶🎶🎶♥️

What the point in even being alive When everyday ur on the sideline She never found me room never ever me time Don’t get my hopes up so I never cry Feeling all uptight like I feeling all obliged When u act fake it shows off ur disguise But when I hide it all I hide it all inside So no one sees my darker looking side Now I’m in my room regretting all my life Like I fucked up on January 29th Stuck In a crossfire I didn’t want to fight Still got pulled at went home the same night I’m still a lucky guy I rest up on my feet Makes me feel good like the world underneath Yet I standing here talking like a preach I hide my feeling inside so no one ever sees My family forgot the meaning of a heart Making them drift an all fall apart But we stuck together when times are looking dark Now we found a place and we ready to embark Now I got a new life ready for a scheme Never made a goal I only had my dreams Missing all my team they all become my fiends Shotting in a park making shit fucking lean Pussio to start then then turned his life around Had a strap packed that never made a sound Situation got tight he had to back it out Only the driver I drive u all about Not no more I become one of you Makes me feels shit like I got a point to prove Get a girl round then dip from the room Left the hotel and I won’t see u soon Just like Foden u got the stars in ur eyes Both no.1 I don’t look surprised 3 on the wing coming to attack Ain’t talking Felton I ain’t in that type of crack If I went even pen I know it’s gonna be a set up Not got a single girl who can write me a letter Had a fiery side when she acted all bossy Got an attitude I like it when ur naughty I wanna commit and give you all my time But I’m standing stil on the sideline Standing of the pitch now I gotta start to coach Setting up my transfers I’m looking for a poach I Couldn’t comprehend what done to me Wasn’t physical only my mentality I feel like moonknight with my mix personality I’m gonna be a god but I’m only at a king