Stop The Pain Please|Oc speedpaint|Vent

Update: As of 3/9/2022 I still got pain :] not as bad as before but still kinda noticeable but now I'm not laying in bed crying so that good hope this pain stops it's been uh 4ish months? so that suckssss Update: 4/7/2022 Still got pain it now only in my hip now so that sucks. Can hardly walk at times lol it sucks Update: 8/16/2022 I'm sitting here like crying about this. It's so sad that I still am having pain.. The pain in my hip I believe was caused by it trying to keep something safe in there.. Idk what though... I've also started to have a burning feeling.... It's been more than 9 months of pain almost every day every waking hour... I'm also so DONE WITH PEOPLE ASKING ME IF I AM GOING TO HAVE A KID!? Just fucking be little my pain much???? I'm going to cry I am crying I'm done I'm so very done