The Son of a Schizophrenic Mom Who Believed Her Hallucinations

Published 2024-04-18
Chris is the son of a schizophrenic mom who believed her hallucinations and delusions were real. When he was a child, she would constantly tell him things like "There are demons around you, feasting on your soul." Now an adult who is diagnosed with schizophrenia, Chris struggles with the same delusions that his mother once believed, but is in treatment and trying to live a fulfilling life. Chris wants others to know that every person in this world is worthy of help and recovery.

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All Comments (21)
  • He’s only 20 but he doesn’t speak like a normal 20 year old would. He speaks as if he’s 40 and wise. I hope he knows how great he is.
  • You can hear the pain and trauma in his voice, the avoiding eye contact, the hunching over. I feel so bad for him.
  • @cv6442
    If you see this, it is not your fault for wanting a dog. Period. 💔 I hope you are able to get a service dog that helps keep you grounded during any delusions. Your dog will always have your back, you wont have to worry. I'm so glad you have your hope back. You deserve a beautiful life. 💜💜
  • @ruthyaya
    his parents created and left him a whole world of problems. hope this guy finds a way to turn his pain into purpose rather than continue the cycle of trauma and pain.
  • oh man, i'm only 3 minutes in and heartbroken for this man. i hope he finds peace through sharing his story. he's not alone in any of his struggles.
  • This young man is more self aware than majority of adults. It’s good that he is out of the toxic environments. May he find happiness and true laughter.
  • @pamigreenway
    He's only 20? This man has taken a lifetime of unimaginable pain and turned it into compassion and insight. What a rare and unique person and I wish him the life he deserves from here on out!
  • "Your delusions are real and fake at the same time." That's a perfect way of putting it. I am so happy that you had such a good experience at the hospital and that you have found a therapist you feel you can trust. That is so hard. Not only because good trauma specialist are rare. You also need to find the courage in yourself to trust them enough so they can help you through bad phases. I wish you all the best.
  • @kirstron2390
    This sweet, extremely intelligent man has gone through HELL as a child and he STILL is being empathetic and non judgmental to ANYONE in the family…you are a gem and I hope you see this. I don’t know you personally, but I can say you are extremely strong, smart, loving, patient, kind…you are not what you’ve experienced. You are so much better than that. ❤
  • @Greg-xi8yx
    I hope bro understands he’s made of steel. People like him usually think “I just did what I had to do to survive” not realizing that most people in their position wouldn’t have survived.
  • @binxwaxcap7832
    "Because I have hope now" always keep holding on to that hope
  • Dear brother I have a severe schizophrenia but I come from a good familly. I just want to say you are an inspiration how you overcame your problems. You are one good guy. Wish you all the best in life and God bless ❤❤❤
  • @AnnetFaber-bn5bf
    He says he feels younger than he is, yet carries old. An intelligent man with language-magician skills. I hope he continues to fight and overcome his worst symptoms and learns to feel again. When I listened to him telling his story, I heard not only a public speaker but also a writer.
  • @stclare58
    So close to my story. Less religion, more outer space, ESP, magic writing stuff. I thought every family was like this. Makes it hard to know the difference between reality and make believe. My heart goes out to this awesome young man. He went through SO much more than me. Damn. I hope that in many years, the voices get so soft he can’t hear them anymore. Sending you a big hug of love brother.
  • Chris has a novel to share. He was gifted with storytelling. Thank you for your honesty and your bravery. As a mother, my heart goes out to you. As a previous mental health professional, this should be mandatory viewing.
  • @obelisssk
    This man is absolutely incredible. His ability to survive and be resilient is awe inspiring. Much love to you, and I hope you can find peace and joy in this life.
  • @thejerk9154
    My mom same. I was diagnosed at 18. My mom still goes too church and believes everything in her head. She would beat me. Lock me in my room. I left the house at 18 and now we dont talk at all. The struggle is real. The people in my head will never stop and i wont either. I wish you all the strength u need too get through life. It isnt always fair.
  • @garyjaycat
    This is probably the hardest interview I've listened to on SBSK, and I've listened to a lot of them over the years. Spending an entire childhood in unsafe environments is just awful, and it probably took a lot for him to be able to share his story. I wish the best of luck to him moving forward.
  • @baluchon2505
    For him being only 20 years old, I am baffled at the intelligence with which he speaks about all of this. He must have thought about it so much and tried to analyze it so intensely. Admirably resilient person.