My First Psychosis / Spiritual Awakening | Drug-Induced Psychosis (Cannabis and DMT)

It's so mind boggling to me how so many people can experience such similar mindsets while in this state. I've experienced it myself and what you were describing seems almost exactly mirrored to my journey. Thank you so much for sharing, it makes me feel so much less alone.

Thank you for sharing. I experienced psychosis in 2014 and 5 years later still processing it. I also felt like I had touched enlightenment and had a sense of purpose, and that knowing that love was everything. There's something in me that tells me there's more to it than Western society paints.. that the 'hallucinations' or 'false beliefs' we have in that state are actually closer to reality than we realize. To me part of the healing is owning the sacredness of my experience. It's been a long journey. When I still believed that I had gone crazy, that I was broken, I only felt shame over my experience, and that doesn't feel right. I still haven't processed everything, but our journeys are too similar (you, me, and so many others) to be categorized as crazy. Reality is just a collective agreement on an interpretation of a situation, and if so many of us are waking up, feeling this purpose, this deep understanding that we are here for a reason, I think it is unwise to discount it as 'crazy'. We are more than our bodies. Psychosis can be scary, but there is great learning within the depths.

"The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight." Same language perceived and explained, through different states om mind. You, sir, are very brave. Thank you for sharing your experience. Much love ❤️

In my awakening I realised that "Jesus" is in all of us, we need to reach that curtain level and state of consciousness. It blew my mind. That's why we all experience this same feeling of purpose. The ones in control know this. They are at that same consciousness level but chose evil. They know we are waking up. That's why we are all being put into isolation. So we can't raise our level as a whole.

I had a psychosis two-three months ago and it lasted for several weeks, I had SO many delusions and a couple hallucinations. I didn’t sleep for days on end, I was trying to make a tv show, I thought aliens were controlling reality and wanted me to bring their message to the world. Also I had that experience about seeing people for who they are. I wanted to break people down to their core and I thought life was this giant play where everybody was acting in a certain way and not being truthful or genuine. I was an atheist before but I started believing in God almost instantly. It’s strange how similar our delusions can be. I’m really struggling with getting back to reality now and it’s very difficult to come to terms with what I experienced. I feel as though I’ve been given a peek behind the curtain and now I have to just go back to acting in the play.

Thank you for sharing your story. It’s helped me in my recovery immensely. I’m 2 years into my recovery and still occasionally struggle with the aftershocks of my behaviour while in a drug induced psychotic state but I try to make up for it by showing up for myself and others everyday. Peace and love.

Can't thank you enough. Maximum respect for describing the experience so clearly. By far, the most eye-opening video about a topic which is often mentioned but seldom discussed by any of the usual YouTube psychonaut heavyweights. Everyone should watch it before even thinking about using pschedelics. May I also respectfully add my vote for hearing more about what happened in the hospital and afterwards.

It took an amazing amount of courage for you to share this.... About to watch the next one.

It takes a lot of strength to be vulnerable. Thank you for being that. 🙏 you give me strength, hope and inspiration there's perspective in the other side if you get off the tunnel.

I am very thankful for this video man, keep on keeping on

wow, great vid man, thanks for sharing.. so glad that you are ok now. and remember that it gets only better from now on! keep it up! <3

Thank you for sharing your story. It must have been so traumatic, I appreciate you being strong enough to share, people glorify psychedelics too much and don't acknowledge the potential dangers

I also very much enjoyed both your videos and appreciate you sharing and stop worrying what other people think and realize you are a shaman

Thank you so much for sharing your experience ! For being vulnerable and keep it strong!

Thank you so so much for sharing. I'm still healing from very recent psychosis, lasting for a very long time. and after finding your videos I was brought to tears, I'm so grateful. I'm having such a hard time differentiating what I believe in as a spiritual person and things that were not reality. Just knowing you had a semi-similar experience makes me feel like I can do this. Same to everyone else in the comments.

I've been through something similar bro... Was on a mission.. Ended up detained and sedated. The revelations received still apply when sober and stable though bro.. Well wishes.

I relate a lot having my own episode recently, you inspired me to make a video and tell my own story. This made me very happy to watch.

You broke your mind barrier. Good job. Don’t overthink it. Take what you learned from it and move forward. Train your soul with meditation. It only gets better from here on out.

Thank for sharing. I know it’s not easy to talk about your experience. I would like to hear more as my younger sister has had a similar experience but has not opened up to me about it. I guess it helps to know what you want through. You are really brave.