I am ANGRY and HURT!! I love NDIS!! ep 36

It's ok to show you are having a bad day/week/month and that you are sad Neeny, we can't always be upbeat although I know you and I generally are. But I fully get it and the circumstances surrounding Shevs sudden departure are truly bizarre and I know how you must be feeling, I've had similar things happen this week with my service provider of over 10 years, which I commented about on your FB page. Grieving the loss of anything in our lives is always difficult to get our hearts and heads around, it takes time to do that. I wish I could come and give you a big hug and have a cuppa tetley's with you xx

I'm so sorry to hear about Chev. It is so hard when people who play an important part in our lives suddenly leave and we have no idea why..... 😔

I lost 10 kgs , just stopped eating crap , no exercising at all , boy I feel great ,

I love your blogs. They are so diverse and interesting, even walking the dogs. :) Loved the intro on this one. But you can't always be upbeat because that is not life and certainly not MS. Oh Neeny, I am so sorry about Shev. I think he realised that he is not strong or forceful enough to work with challenging patients. He is embarrassed and ashamed that he asked so much of you when he himself couldn't see it through. Men! They won't talk about their feelings. This is just my opinion of course. You just have to go to this Conference. I live my menial little life through your experiences. :) And I want to know how the NDIS is going. It should be interesting.

Would be very interested in how the Batic goes after you have had it awhile. You cannot always be upbeat. Am really shocked in you loosing Chev in somewhat odd circumstances. It’s never easy loosing support especially after you have been with them for several years. I lost a support worker a couple of months ago suddenly after 8 years support, I still have no idea why. I am still very puzzled & despite getting on with life, I’m still baffled with her leaving. I received no feedback to what the problem was so no idea what to work on, if it is me. It’s definitely a challenge & sometimes people come into your life for short or long periods of time, so definitely enjoy it while it lasts. I have a wonderful support worker now who stepped up & accepted more work but I am aware that the time period will have a set space unfortunately. She talks of longer term plans & it doesn’t involve this type of work. So I enjoy it while it lasts & hope like hell its never a sudden change. I joke with the really good SW that they have to find & train the replacement or learn how to clone themselves. Living in the country makes it even harder t find good SW. As hard as it is you just have to try to keep rolling. Sorry I’ve been absent but have been busy with appointments & dealing with the fatigue following them. Sending Positive Vibes & lots of luv. 👍👍👍🐶🐶

doesn't Bono shit you? i dislike U2 but their song, 'ground beneath her feet' is in my top five songss of all time, im a walking contradiction lol. But i am so sorry to hear about Chev, i hope he is ok not to detract from your inconvience and feelings, but for me things happen in my life on a interpersonal and wirk college level and its overwhelming imediatly, i have learned to basikaly count to ten and things usualy but not always unravel and either right them selves or are explained.. in the end maybe only time will tell, but the best outcome is that both of you go onto leaps and bounds in life and good things come. look forward to future vlogs and happy times ahead for you and your journeys and supports... i should hear from ndis in a few weeks and i appreciate the insight and story line of you vlogs, i came over from hearing about you on Tony and dogs ndis vlogs on youtube.. het take care :)

why do some of the dogs sleep inside and some outside? or is it how the video is shot? also with shev have you been able to speak to him off camera ? I know NDIS is great for you but unfortunately it is not for the worker