The End of the World

Yo. Just wanted to say that I'm so sorry for your loss and I'm praying for things to move smoothly for you. I'm a youtuber myself and I can say that some of your content inspired my own. So I wanted to personally say thank you for the content that you have created over the years thus far. It's upsetting to hear you're in such a rough spot right now, and hearing everything about your mom really made me reflect on my own relationships and how thankful I am to have my family members here, because nothing last forever. You never know what the end of an Era brings until it's already over, and by then the next is already beginning. I wish you the best, I hope some day you'll have some stability and that you'll be able to come back and pursue your creative ventures. I'll be waiting for when you do.

oh my god, im so sorry for your loss.

I'm sorry for your lost. Your Definitive videos are what introduced me and what made me appreciate the things I love. I was hopeful you may make more in the future but if not, what you made is what I appreciate. Thank you, blaze. Looking forward to your future and what that entails.

I cannot imagine going through what you have, you are an extremely strong person and I wish you nothing but success and happiness for your future.

Blaze, you've been my friend for longer than I can remember. I want you to know you're brave as hell to do this, to bare your soul like this before everyone. You're stronger than you know. You're gonna get through this.

Sorry to hear that.

Also, RIP for your mum. Glad to hear that you've find peace. My granddad died recently and I was lucky that I don't feel as distraught as I worried I'd be.

Keep your head up Blaze. Life can be difficult, but be happy and thankful you were able to be with her when she really needed someone in her final days. You're going to do good things and I hope nothing but the best.

I wasn't able to watch through the whole video, but my God, what a terrible tragedy! As glad as I am that she no longer has to go through all that pain, I am so sorry for your loss! I'm sending my love and support, and really hope your life has an upswing after all that suffering. Seems you're really overdue for some good ❤️

Cannot state enough how deeply sorry I am for your loss; not that anything about the situation is "good", but it is at least slightly comforting to know the worst of the suffering was only brief. I've been a fan of yours since like...2010 and you've inspired me a lot in my creative process for videos and games, and I can't wait to see what super cool things you do next I don't know if we'd necessarily count as "friends", but I'm always only a message away if you ever need to talk

Roughly an hour in; I can't really say much except give my condolences. We've interacted on Twitter sporadically (I go by a Saturn on there) but I had no idea any of this was going on. Legit wish the best for you going forward, man.

I'm so sorry for you loss my man. The next chapter in your life will be one that will make your mother proud! Though honestly from the sounds of it, she was already quite proud of you and your love for her is apparent. My man take your time, get everything figured out, I'll look forward to your new videos when they come. Seriously man good luck with wherever life takes you next!

Sorry to hear about your loss it is hard to lose someone close to you.

Truly sorry for your loss, Blaze. I'm in a similar situation with my mother, but I did get a full-time job that pays decently and she's still quite healthy. Seems to me like your skillset and tendency towards perfectionism might get you a good job, although chances are you'll have to work on projects that you aren't passionate about, at least at first. Anyways, stay strong and stay safe.

I always loved watching ur videos (especially the Sonic 3 AIR videos) and I’m very very sorry about ur lose!! 😢 I lost my gran to kidney failure and it broke my heart to see her leave this earth so soon and hearing u talk about ur mom really broke my heart and gave me flashbacks. But at least she’s in a happy place and just remember that she’s watching u in heaven. I hope this message helps u out with the stress ur going through man. 😢❤️🙏

I’ve known this channel for so long and watched all the podcast episodes. I hope it doesn’t go away forever

Sorry, Blaze. I was in your same position just a year ago, and everything I heard here was an echoing of my experiences. I'm glad you're looking at necessities, you have a clear and cool head. Please try to look for someone to live with.

So sorry for your loss Blaze, i really mean it, you are such a nice guy and seeing this is such a heart wrenching feeling man, you always were my great inspiration with fan gaming in general, literally i played all your Sonic fan games and always wanted to do something as cool as the things you did like Shadow of a Hedgehog even if it was just a parody game, and The Fated Hour was something i always was very impressed with. Those things inspired me to do my clunky ass janky mess of a fan game Sonic Gijinka and finally putting that thing in SAGE for all people to riff it out in the end, was pretty mad at that time because people thought it was a huge mess of a game, but later on i did understood why people were saying that, but like you well said there is always a silver lining and the silver lining of that was that while people thought my stuff was a mess i made a fan game for SAGE, never in my life i did something like that even if it was janky that game meant a lot to me becuase i really wanted to make something like you did, just i didnt had the expertise to do it. You are a really important person and its a shame that horrible things happends to people as nice and cool like you, but at least you are ok and that's all that matters, might not be too much bud but im really glad to had know you for as long as i did even if you felt like you was in arrested development you did had a huge impact at least on me. Take care Blaze, im hope wherever you are and whatever you do you succed at it, until we meet again.

Thank you for sharing. I'm actually going through a very similar situation right now. Looking forward to whatever is in store in the future from you.

Much love to you Blaze. I have faith that whatever happens, you'll find peace and happiness.